心情好矛盾哦！为何会这样？这几天发生了很多令我不开心的事！我也不想多说是什么事！只希望雨过天晴！这两天一个人坐在“又一城”喝茶上网玩游戏！令我会想起与你在一起的点点滴滴！我没有再想和你吵闹的时候！只想起和你开心的日子！我竟然一个人坐在那傻笑！可能我们真的不可能了。知希望你开心和早日找到一个能照顾你一辈子的男人，我就开心了！这几天都很想哭，但是哭不出来！只好带着笑容做人！希望别让我家人知道我在不开心就好了！真想一个人看戏。我从来没试过一个人到戏院看戏。不知道感觉如何。星期三真的想试下。现在的我已不同了。我喜欢一个人出去。可能我真的没试过一个人吧！但是感觉也不错吗！

i tell myself i wont cry again... but finally i cry again... my tears keep on dropping... but this time is different... is nt bcoz of love and is bcoz of my fren... the ppl i trust and i fren v finally their face hav turn... if ur all nt believe me... then wht for i still fren v ur all... ur all nvr giv me chance to explain... is wrong like tht... and as a fren, u cant judge and u r the 1 muz support me... ur all do like this juz like when i was injured, ur all put salt at my body which is the place i injured... i was feel disappointed v ur all... ur all is nt in my situation... so ur all can blame me and scold me "sorhai"... but how about when ur all is in my situation... ur all hav done the thing like me... and where is me... i'm keep support ur all bside... but nw i'm the 1 who inside this situation, ur all fuck me and go... i was very sad...

BREAK UP

U r good, U r pretty, U r sweet, U r cute, U r cute, U understanding... this is all for me... the nite u say break up v me... i was very sad.... but wht can i do... since u edi suffer for so long... the every word u told me also hurt me deeply... but wht can i do is i keep hang out v my fren everyday for stop thinkin about u... dota till 5am every single nite... u sms me say i'm very happy since i edi break up v u and wish me happy forever... but this morning u sms me say u hate me... juz nw call me to ask me where am i and did i tell my sis anything... i really dunno wht u think... did u still love me??? if yes why u wan treat me so bad last time??? i'm nt ur DOG, k??? i giv all to u but u say i giv nth to u.... pls rmb tht i will break up v u, all is bcoz of u... u cause it... and it is so hard to together bak again... hope u can find a new 1... i'm nt suitable u... since i'm poor, i'm stupid, i'm lazy, i'm ugly and so on... juz go and find a new 1 tht can giv u everything... wish u good luck...