27/02/2010

The 4th day we break

this is the 4th day we break... until now i still very very miss u... today go to pyramid... think back the time i shopping with you at pyramid... watching movie together at pyramid... damn miss the time... see alot of couple walking around me... sweet sweet... i damn envy them... suddenly think back the time i shopping with you also like that... today nothing to do suddenly flash back the time i together with you... really make me almost want to cry... flash back the time i eat with you at Uncle Seng, Dahrulsalam, Murni, Kim Gary and so on... and still flash back the time i watch movie with you at Time Square... i miss all the time with you... but everything is too late... it already become past tense... although i'm trying so hard, we also impossible to together back... you really make me change a lot... just now go pyramid walk walk, suddenly saw Hello Kitty and i stand at there for 15min... i also dunno what i see and what i think... we are already done... i still look for Hello Kitty stuff for what??? and i damn miss the time i with you at Melaka... sleeping together at living room... i also dunno why i don bring you go out turn around... when i reach home, i can see you is looking at me, the eyes is almost close... but i didnt care you... i straight away go to take bath... after i finish bath, you already sleep like a pig... then i didnt disturb u and walk to living room see stanz gambling with ducky and adwin... wait until i really feel tired, i go inside the room to sleep but i cant sleep because the air con is too cold... so i plan to sleep at living room... when i sleep at the sofa living room, i cant sleep well also, but suddenly you hug me, i feel so shocked, and when i open my eyes, you are in front of me, i feel damn happy and sweet... that time i feel so warm... darling, i really very miss you... i wish to call you this name forever and ever... but it is impossible, i know... what can i do now is just call you darling in my heart... i will always remember the time we being together... i very very miss you...