The 1st day

你已不爱我了！无论我怎样对你，你也不知我在想什么！每当你放工时，我都觉得很开心！因为我又可以见到你了！我又可以拥抱你了！但是你总是喜欢和我吵架！我也不明白为什么！我真的很讨厌你的前男友！是他把你宠成这样！你的脾气真的很臭。我不是你玩偶！开心时就抱抱我，不开心时就拿我来发脾气！我也有我的情绪！我也是人。 朋友们不断的叫我好好跟你谈，但是每次跟你谈，我得到什么？？？ 你不会明白什么是爱情。你也不会明白我要什么。你只会把所有的东西赖在我身上！你不会承认你的错。你只会逃避！可能你已爱上了另一个！如果我没说错，就请你坦白的告诉我。别再浪费我对你的爱和我对你的真诚！玉萍，我真的很难受你这样对我！

i nid a gf who really care me...

悲伤不是因为伤得多深，而是因为不肯走出

相信每个人都能渴望有天长地久的爱情，

但爱情这回事向来都不是天长地久的，

天有多长，地有多久根本就没人知道，

因为早在你我出现以前，

世间早就存在着天与地了...


最不幸的爱情往往在还没开始以前就结束了，

最痛苦的爱情是两个不相爱的人却走在一起，

最无奈的爱情是两个相爱的人却始终无缘相守，

最痛心的爱情是一个人爱上了一个不爱他的人，

最真挚的爱情是两个相爱的人能够走在一起，

最幸福的爱情是两个相爱的人能一起走到老...


但无论哪一种爱都酝酿着幸福，

无论是哪一种爱都蕴涵着悲伤，

天长地久也有时尽，

人们的喜怒哀乐又何尝不是呢？

除了已经发生过的事情，

这世上没有什么是永恒不变的，

既然不能改变已经发生了的事情，

为什么不把自己的精力，

用来改变可以改变的未来呢？


悲伤不是因为一个人被一个人伤得多深，

而是一个人宁可选择悲伤却不选择摆脱...


人们总喜欢沉溺于从前那幸福的幻觉，

又或者是憧憬着还未发生的朦胧未来，

却又迟迟不肯改变眼前的一切困境...


埋怨是因为不肯付出努力，

在看见别人得到幸福时，

千万别怪老天不公平，

因为在你忙着埋怨的时候，

他已经选择了努力地改变一切...

27/05/2010

宝贝，可以别再发我脾气吗？？？我真的很爱你。我真的不想和你吵。所以我选择了静静。因为我爱你。我不想失去你！！！我只想爱你每一天，每一小时，每一分，每一秒。有时你问我为何对你那么好... 我只能回答你因为我不懂得如何对你不好！！！你还记得吗？我向你说过，我不花心当我真的爱上一个人。一个就是一个！那就是说我只会有一个女朋友。不会有另一个。你已让我爱你爱到死心踏地。宝贝，如果我与你两有机会到一个无人的地方，我会大声喊，我爱你宝贝！！！

21/05/2010

我爱你宝贝！！！我真的很爱你！！！

Finally...

Finally its come true... start from where???? ok... pls wash ur eyes and read... start from 12/3/2010... i juz will mention smtg important in my heart!!! others all juz fuck off... actually i'm nt very rmb wht had happen on tht day... u r the 1 told me tht we being together from tht day!!! ok... then we set it as our starting day... i still rmb u told me tht actually we nt start from tht day... is bcoz last time i do a very stupid thing so tht our starting day is 12/3/2010... the story is start like this... i juz break up v my ex... and i feel so sad... then suddenly saw u approve me at facebook and u r online tht nite... u told me u at ur fren house gambling... then we start chit chatting... facebook, facebook chat and msn we also cht around... damn busy tht time add on my lap top is very lag... nvm... i starting to get ur num and knw tht u stay at PJS... i'm damn funny... my heart suddenly think tht finally i found some1 to talk... my heart was very pain same like now... but now is more serious... then i still rmb the 1st day i fetch u out is my car juz fix my SUBARU SCOOP!!! i still bring u go around ss15 to show off my new hood... think back really feel very childish... then if i not wrong tht nite i v u yam cha v chantelle... after tht nite, we keep go out every nite... and i talk about how i treat my ex... u always say tht juz bcoz i keep promote myself make u fall in love on me... actually at the 1st we told each other edi we impossible will fall in love in each other... but how we knw... finally bcum like this... after tht we starting to together... then my ex knw tht we together she feel very angry and she find back me... juz bcoz i still cant fully giv her up... so i choose to break up v u and together v her... this is really FUCKING stupid decision... tht time i can feel tht u feel very sad but u still smile on me and ask me go for her if nt i will regret... then i got a 3day together v my ex... tht time i hold her hand i can feel tht a wall blocking each other... tht is u... when i holding her hand my whole brain was thinkin of u... then i choose to break up v her and ask u for a last chance... u finally accept me... this is the day we together 12/3/2010... still rmb how we knw each other ma??? very funny 1... 20/2/2010 we got melaka trip v ZUZ society... tht day u go v A and i go v my gf... we really didnt knw each other... the thing i most rmb is when reach nilai waiting stan coming, u come down from the car... the 1st thing i looking at u is ur breast... bcoz ur shirt really very low... then the 2nd thing make me feel interest in u is when i c u gambling... damn cute weih... 1 gal play v 3guy... keep say got cow or nt... and i was sitting behind u if i nt wrong... my brain told me tht where got gal so like gambling... all ppl she dunno she also dare to play... this is the image u giv me... 18/3/2010 the 1st time we clubbing... COCO BANANAL!!!i was very happy on tht nite... bcoz i can keep taking photo v u and keep hugging u and kiss u... tht nite we really damn enjoy... i believe tht u also wont forget 22/3/2010 is wht day izzit???? i was damn fucking angry u on tht day... almost 12am at 21/3/2010 u haven appear... tht time i really can feel tht i was very sad... suddenly u take a cake and come out... i feel so surprise and i really almost cry... u giv me a present inside is a bottle which full of star... u told me tht inside the bottle got 3start is u got write smtg inside... ask me when i break up v u only open it... then a polo T-shirt and a polo belt... thx darling... after my brithday i cheating on u... and find back my ex... finally i feel guilty then i ask u if i got smtg lie u u prefer i say out or no... u say yes... then i say out... and u angry me... angry me for around 7hour... then u ask me copy a sorry sentences for 999line... wacao... i really feel shocked... but nvm... i copy until almost 500line u go to spoil it... i really feel damn sad... darling, do u knw tht u r the 1 make me cry the most time??? 17-18/4/2010 the date u wont forget... is we go melaka again... but this time is i go v u... feel damn enjoy... pls don forget the date i list down on here... and u muz also remember tht 19/5/2010 the date we break up... juz a short short 2month memory, u make me love u like crazy... u really GENG!!! but seriously, when together v u really feel happy... but now, we really nid to break edi... if everything didnt happen is damn good... smtg u muz keep rmb is how much i love u... u can stop loving me but u cant forget how much i love u b4... pls remember it... and pls remember wht i do for u b4... pls let me shout out the last time... Darling, I LOVE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!