21/10/2011 Only U

25/09/2011- i get to knw u and i knw tht u call Pei Wern (Colbie)... i love ur smile... ur smile attract me...
29/09/2011- finally i hold ur hand... i feel so sweet when i hold ur hand... feel so warm too... i still thinkin of ur smile... i love ur smile...
30/09/2011- i hold ur hand again... finally i hug u and i get to kiss ur face... i like the feeling when u standing bside me... today is the 1st day u kiss my face... 2times... is 2 times... tht time i feel tht i'm flying to the sky... and this is the 1st time i taking pic v u... i delete it bcoz it nt nice... i look very ugly... still the same... i love ur smile...
01/10/2011- tonite is the 1st time i buy flower for u... is only a rose... i still can afford to buy for u... and i also dunno why am i angry u... u tell me tht u getting very drunk but u keep drinkin v ur customer... i knw i nt suppose to angry u bcoz u havent bcum my gf yet... sorry... i love ur smile... ^^
02/10/2011- today is sunday and i have date u for a movie v all my fren... cinema was very cold actually i wish to hug u but u r juz my fren... a normal fren only... i v u watch the legend of white snake... i feel tht u look boring but u told me is bcoz u a bit sick... should i continue or juz stop now??? i dunno... i feel tht my leg was fall into a deep deep hole...
04/10/2011- tonite i go CLUB MIXX again... i saw u but i feel very sad... bcoz u tell me tht u will b changing working place on 20th to old klang road... i feel sad bcoz i cant c u in CLUB MIXX anymore... y the god wan treat me like tht??? i really don wan this ending... sad... still the same... i love ur smile...
08/10/2011- this is the 1st time u lay on my shoulder and u use ur hand to touch my face... and also u giv me eat the sweet u eating... although my car windscreen broke but i still very happy bcoz u treat me so good...

and nw u r tying to avoid me, stay far from me... i dunno why??? why should u treat me like tht??? i trying to call u this afternoon but u ignore my call... i call u juz wan to ask how r u??? r u still ok??? why u yesterday drink so much until vomit... i'm juz trying to care about u... but u dunno... and u tell me tht this coming sunday u don wan out is it bcoz of me??? actually sometime straight to the point is better than treat me cool... i hate the feel ppl dumping me, ppl don reply my msg... juz wan to let u knw i love u... and i miss u... i really very worry about u...

for u

u r so pretty... i love u... Unbelievable u will check my blog... i always thought tht u wont care about me... u wont check my stuff... but today i knw tht u got view my blog b4... and the way u treat me is all bcoz wht i write in my blog... juz wan to do a simple explain... i v her edi 1years plus... if i tell u i nvr miss her, tht's mean i'm trying to lie u... ya, i miss her but i don love her... for why i say i wan her bak is bcoz on tht time i nt willing to let her go juz bcoz a small arguement v her... i dunno how to let go... after tht i get to u... u shine my day... ya... mayb is too fast for me to love u.... but sometime feeling reach we cant block or stop... dunno why u make me feel wanna to c u everyday... i dislike drink but every nite i choose to go drink is bcoz u r working there... i go there juz for c u only... 1st 1st u always come to my table and talk v me... after 1week u starting to treat me more and more cool... am i do wrong smtg??? why u muz treat me so cool??? am i tht bad??? i go there is juz wan to c u only... i miss u... sometime i sms u u dont reply i feel very sad... i expect u will reply my every single msg... is it bcoz of this blog u scare to accept me??? is it bcoz of ur ex so u don wan to accept me??? is it bcoz of u goin to singapore study so u don wan to accept me??? is it bcoz of i go pub and i knw u in pub so u don wan to accept me??? is it bcoz i nt enough handsome so u don wan to accept me??? actually i really dunno wht u thinkin... juz wan to let u knw tht, if i wan to play u i no nid to waste all my time and money on u... if i play u i will nt feelin sad and my tears will nt keep dropping... if i play u i will nt every nite stand till 5smtg juz to msg u to say good nite to u... even i every nite 4smtg will fall as sleep but i still willing to wait until 5smtg... when i c u msg me in facebook i feel very happy... i check ur facebook every single hour... juz wan to update myself to knw more about u... sometime when i c u update ur status, i will keep thinkin r u saying me... i knw u edi 3 week but i keep dream about u... i dream tht i holding ur hand walk every single road.... Pei Wern, juz wan to let u knw tht i hope u will belong to me and don treat me so cool... tht's all... i will pray hard every day... <3 love u...

if 1 day u break up v him, can u giv me 1 more chance to take care u??? i love u darling... <3

feel happy to c tht he treat u so good... bring u to pavilion and eat nice food... i was very happy when i knw where u check in... bcoz this kind of place is i cant afford to bring u go... hope u can happy together v him till forever... but rmb... don always treat ur bf bad... nt every bf can stand for it... rmb treat ur bf more and more good... then u will get back wht u wan... at here wish u happy always and he will nt bully u... i love u.... <3

好想大声说：宝贝，我还爱着你！！！！！

suddenly take up my iphone and view back the msg u send to me since the day i get my iphone... those msg make me smile and cry... suddenly think tht u r cute... u r my everything... i dunno how to appreciate... sorry... is my fault... i always do wrong thing... sorry... did u hav the same action as me??? take out ur iphone and view back the msg i send to u... let's feel how sweet is that...

17.09.2011

long time didnt touch my blog edi... almost forget my password... unbelievable time pass so fast... almost 9month didnt touch my blog edi... i like blog when i'm sad and emo... bcoz here is the only way i can shout out loud and she cant notice tht wht am i writing... 1year and 3month finally game over... i'm the 1 who say it out this time... although in my heart got lot of unhappy but end up i make this decision... sorry that i love u sorry that i hurt u... this is wht i wan to sing for u... i always tell my fren tht i forget u... actually how much i say how much i care... yesterday my fren told me tht u r having lunch v another guy i was damn sad... but i cant do anything... i wish to sms u and tell u i miss u... is juz a simple i miss u and i not dare to send it out... mayb is bcoz like wht i told my fren last nite... love a person not to say together v her, but if can together is the best... if cant giv her wht she need wht for together... something u didnt say out but i can feel it... something u wan it, u didnt tell but i knw it... but i cant afford to buy for u... my fren told me tht if 1day i c her together v another guy which is handsome than me, clever than me, richer than me, and treat u better than i treat u... wht will i do??? i reply him tht i will feeling sad and happy... sad is bcoz u r nt belong to me and belong to him... happy is bcoz he can giv u wht u wan but i cant... this is wht i always say to myself... i hate tht u always scold me when i together v u but now i miss tht u always scold me... still rmb got 1 nite u make me cry like shit??? i really dunno wht am i crying like shit tht nite... i always tell u tht i hate u but do u knw tht in my heart u r the 1 i most care??? did u knw tht every single word u say i'm really listen it to my heart... sometime when i feel emo, u come and disturb and i scold u don disturb actually all is fake 1... in my heart i feel happy... i like u come and disturb me... i like to c ur cute face, but i always scold u stupid face, actually i feel is cute face... i hate argue v u but sometime argue i like the feeling after we recover... feeling so sweet... like the way u eat durian... ur cute face... very rude once u see durian... last nite i see back the pic tag by kent and zuz they all... i feel happy... wht clubbing pic v u, tt pic v u... my birthday pic v u... and still got 1, i'm lay on u sleeping in my sis car to johor... u hugging xiao huang tht time... ur short hair was very nice but i scold u tht is very ugly... actually i like ur short hair... feel very fresh... but u don cut short hair when u together v me... seriously i'm regret... i'm nt regret i break v u... if let me choose again i will choose break up again... i'm juz a useless guy... wht u wan i cant giv... i'm regret is i didnt treat u perfectly good when i together v u... i'm regret... sorry... sorry that i hurt u... i miss u...