Seeing every ppl celebrating christmas happily but I'm the only 1 have a lonely christmas! What a sad thing... I suddenly feel wanna cry! Who can lend a shoulder to me?

what happen v lloyd? Why so emo? Where is the oldest lloyd? Lloyd is died!!! No more Lloyd in this world. Lloyd this name will forever loss in his friend and his lovely gf heart!!!

Why am I so stupid? Today 1 sales oso didn't have... When I goin got tht much of money? Why am I doin such a stupid thing? If I don do it then I can have a wonderful christmas eve and new year eve v u! Why am I regret now? What I do muz responsible it. I choose to do this kind of thing actually early muz knw will got this kind of fucking thing happen... But why I still doin? Now regret is totally no use edi... Actually no matter wht I do nw, I also can't get back ur heart anymore! Then why I still trying to get u back? Why??? Why??? Why??? In my brain now really got a lot of why!!! One day if I really can't solve my problem, I will choose to hide... How to hide??? The only best way is suicide...

白羊座男人具有极强的正义感，以及扶弱济贫为实现理想而不断进取的责任感和开拓精神。在感情上，他将拥有一份真挚的爱情，却很容易陷入单纯盲目的爱情之中，热情来去匆匆。

处女座女人有个性，有很强的自我意识和尖锐的批评能力，神经敏感，将辨别和均衡视为生活信条。做出决定之后不会轻易后退，不愿认输，由于自尊心强很少有知 心朋友。有多次被自己帮助过的人背叛的经历，有时越是亲切待人越会遭到更深的背叛。

现在才了解已太迟了！

To : Stephy Boo Yoke Ping

As long as i live,
I'll always be there
to do anything for you
or go anywhere with you.

As long as forever,
my love will be true-

And as long as i live,
I'll love only you...

From: Lloyd Ho Lap Pom

What is LOVE???

A special way of being close
That only 2 can share,

A special touch of tenderness
That shows how much you care,

A special way of knowing
That someone is always there-

That's LOVE...

I learn this sentence from my 19years old birthday card which my ex give me.