i feel sad... i feel very very sad... juz let me be alone... facebook edi close... final pursuit edi quit... wht to do nw??? be alone... i loss u... i hurt u... i cant say sorry anymore to u... u will nt see me anymore... juz hope tht u r happy and hav a healthy body... tht all... this is the christmas present i wan...

20/12/2010

4days edi... my phone didnt show 03-56371318 or 012-649 7899 or 016-634 4846 incoming call... feel sad about it... ur heart hav no me anymore... although how many submission i got also no use... i dont feel happy... today got 2 submission actually i feel very happy... but without u, no matter wht i have i also wont feel happy... i juz wan u bside me... i love u very much... juz bcoz i do wrong 1 thing i loss u 4ever... if the time can turn back, i will choose to treat u as good as i can... i will giv all to u... as long as u love me i everything ok...

19/12/2010

等你等了三个小时。那有怎样？也不是要分！我在你的朋友和你的面前，只是一个笨蛋罢了！你们有何知道这份爱情对我有都重要吗？去年的圣诞节我也是自己一个人过，我也对自己发誓了，我不会让自己一个人孤单的再过圣诞节。但是现在已分了。我也不知我该如何去做。其实，你还是爱着我的。但是你不知如何下台而以。有面子的下台真的重要过这段爱情吗？我一着在你和你的朋友面前，一点面子都不要，全部给完你，是因为我要你知道我是很爱你的！但是现在我与你已不可能了。希望你有好日子过，天天开心，快快找到一个好的，我就开心了。你开心，就是我开心。

Nothing gonna change my love for you!!!

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

P.s: actually this song i wan to sing for u so long edi... but always didnt got this chance... mayb forever also didnt got this chance edi... this time i really do a very big mistake... mayb is nt big, but u r trying to find reason to break up v me... nvm la... i will juz respect wht u wan... and i also will giv everything tht u wan... as long as u r happy then ok edi... so wish u happy forever and 5 5 get a new and better 1... :)

心情好矛盾哦！为何会这样？这几天发生了很多令我不开心的事！我也不想多说是什么事！只希望雨过天晴！这两天一个人坐在“又一城”喝茶上网玩游戏！令我会想起与你在一起的点点滴滴！我没有再想和你吵闹的时候！只想起和你开心的日子！我竟然一个人坐在那傻笑！可能我们真的不可能了。知希望你开心和早日找到一个能照顾你一辈子的男人，我就开心了！这几天都很想哭，但是哭不出来！只好带着笑容做人！希望别让我家人知道我在不开心就好了！真想一个人看戏。我从来没试过一个人到戏院看戏。不知道感觉如何。星期三真的想试下。现在的我已不同了。我喜欢一个人出去。可能我真的没试过一个人吧！但是感觉也不错吗！

i tell myself i wont cry again... but finally i cry again... my tears keep on dropping... but this time is different... is nt bcoz of love and is bcoz of my fren... the ppl i trust and i fren v finally their face hav turn... if ur all nt believe me... then wht for i still fren v ur all... ur all nvr giv me chance to explain... is wrong like tht... and as a fren, u cant judge and u r the 1 muz support me... ur all do like this juz like when i was injured, ur all put salt at my body which is the place i injured... i was feel disappointed v ur all... ur all is nt in my situation... so ur all can blame me and scold me "sorhai"... but how about when ur all is in my situation... ur all hav done the thing like me... and where is me... i'm keep support ur all bside... but nw i'm the 1 who inside this situation, ur all fuck me and go... i was very sad...

BREAK UP

U r good, U r pretty, U r sweet, U r cute, U r cute, U understanding... this is all for me... the nite u say break up v me... i was very sad.... but wht can i do... since u edi suffer for so long... the every word u told me also hurt me deeply... but wht can i do is i keep hang out v my fren everyday for stop thinkin about u... dota till 5am every single nite... u sms me say i'm very happy since i edi break up v u and wish me happy forever... but this morning u sms me say u hate me... juz nw call me to ask me where am i and did i tell my sis anything... i really dunno wht u think... did u still love me??? if yes why u wan treat me so bad last time??? i'm nt ur DOG, k??? i giv all to u but u say i giv nth to u.... pls rmb tht i will break up v u, all is bcoz of u... u cause it... and it is so hard to together bak again... hope u can find a new 1... i'm nt suitable u... since i'm poor, i'm stupid, i'm lazy, i'm ugly and so on... juz go and find a new 1 tht can giv u everything... wish u good luck...